I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

why pursue something I can't achieve....T.T...things don't seem right...I think I should let it go because pursuing will not get me anywhere....=(....emo emo emo.....

If only things needn't be so complicated.......T.T

Glad that I managed to bury the hatchet the other day....trust me it took a whole lot of courage, well at least my conscience is clear right now and I hopefully know the path Im taking.

I need not put up a face anymore. I can just be myself....=)=)...Thats the best outcome anyone would have wished for, well at least it was for me.....=)

Feared the worst but things did not turn out too bad......

Gotta be strong.....dont go home too often...!!!...

Try to be more independant!!!

Missing your company...wanna see you soon again........=(=(=(....haih....cant wait till you finally graduate as well....boooooooooooo

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They wont stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's world war III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
Money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something

something is wrong
Is everybody going Crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Back from an awesome trip at Kota Kinabalu....did a hell of alot of stuff...haha...

However.. this is not what this post is gonna be about. I just wanna reiterate that life is extremely unfair!!! people can just not do these kinda things........FUCKING unfair you hear me...!!! think of how people would feel.........to be dropped with a bombshell like this.....



I feel like keeeeeeling someone right now......had to go for a jog to keep my emotions in check...

It's not really about the consequences of 'that' particular action, but it is more about how unfair things can be when you dont deserve it/ or when you are just doing your job perfectly well....

Seriously, I thought 'that' would be the last thing that would happen..hell I did not even give a thought about it....only to have to hear it when i just got back today.....what a shock this all is....!!

Think about someone who has worked soooo bloody hard all his life and you just let him go like this.....idiots i tell you!..sure...pave the way for youngsters.........why dont you fly my kite insetad!!!!